The One Word Hijabi

things cant always be planned..

2012-01-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

I'm kind of bored with myself..
Things aren't following what it suppose to be..
I'm always like this.. well not fulfilling my dreams and seems that I am always thinking "I be doing it tomorrow"
Seriously I need to stop "being" like this!
So what happened? is that IM BEING LAZY AGAIN!!
I did not do my exercise for 4 days.. because I was LAZY!!!
aarrggghh!!

Got over excited for a moment!! hahaha
lol
okayy those pictures were taken last sunday!!
kind of celebrating my granny and mine birthday!! hahaha lol

10 simple steps of happiness Hijabi

2012-01-19T23:36:00.001+08:00

Salam peeps!!

1. Start day with Bismillahir Rahmanir Raheem "In the Name of God, the Compassionate, the Merciful" and with a good niat/niyah
2. Smile always, its sedekah :)
3. Exercise Regular, you'll feel fresh
4. Get a GOOD night of sleep.
5. Read the AlQuran/Hadith
6. Relax, read a book or maybe blogging
7. Atleast in a week, solat jemaah at masjid
8. Be Humble
9. Make a hobby, gardening or take your camera out ^^
10. Be gentle with the earth.

19 years of living!!

2012-01-18T15:34:00.000+08:00

Salam ya habibi!!
17 jan was my 19th birthday!! well i was kinda excited for no reasons! hahaha
i enjoyed my day yesterday!!
hmm on my hijabs4 channel soon well be making a video "shit girls say" looking forward with my cuzns!! woohoo!!

and also more exciting posts soon inshaAllah!!
and will be DELETING some previous posts!!
for now i got to go my Quran class!!! :)

Awedonny!

2012-01-16T21:03:00.000+08:00

Salaam!!
So tomorrow Im gonna be 19 years!!
Im gonna be tearing up soon.. hehehe
"WHAT A EMOTIONAL LADYY" haha
I JUST CANT WAIT!! coz.. hmm I will be celebrating with my two dearest "kiddoz" (babysitter)!!!!

Well yesterday!! hmm was sunday so the madrasah went well.. but i just dont like the presenting part..
but lesson learn alot!
as per normal ustaz was good!!
:)

Lesson from Madrasah

2012-01-08T23:53:00.001+08:00

Saaalaaamm!! :)
Today starts my first lesson at madrasah for diploma..
Im so excited.. but end up I was late with my friend.. because we thought that class start at 2pm but instead its at 11:45am.. we were late for 1hrs plus..
Seems that the Ustaz has alot ilmu.. he taught us well on our first lesson.. I love the way whenever he gave a ayat from AlQuran or Hadiths, he will explain it very in details.. I shall share some other time :)

Am I in love? Cause lately I dreamt that someone who I know him but he doesnt even appear in my life everysingle day.. or... like Ive seen him only in certain events.. and ive seen him 4 times in person..
I mean hes never in my thoughts.. where suddenly he appears in my dream and kept me wondering of him alot day and night.. worse~ trying to get that away.. Ya Allah.. hahaha.. hmmmm..

Yeaahh tomorrow going to be submitting my course again.. Ya Allah please help thru this Ya Allah let me have the course that I want.. :)

Lovee!!

Love with the Jemaah

2012-01-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

Salam people.
I guess Im so addicted to blogging back! woohoo
Im loving life.. yesterday was pretty "emo" mood.. hehe
so today: out with my beloved friends.. been long time since our last outing which was 6 months ago..
as usual we went to the same place.. hookah-ing.. and eating
well my diet went kinda bad :(
but im gonna promise to get back in track tomorrow..

I've read an artical before, something like, how to be pious Muslim.. and one of it stated that to try atleast to perform jemaah prayer in Masjid once a week atleast... and just now I went to perform Maghrib jemaah prayer.. my soul was so different there something that love in us.. I dont know what im rambling.. haizz.. but you will have the different feeling there is something diferent.. and every tense nerves or everything that I was being tense suddenly changes instead it changes into the one ummah that the love were being spread towards each other... Alhumdulillah..

And lastly I just wanna share... heehe go and listen to ZAIN BHIKHA's new songs! such a "heart-catching"

Im soo HARAM for hookah-ing

Love you people

Am I me?

2012-01-07T01:59:00.002+08:00

Sometime, I just wonder whats in my life or rather whats my purpose in this life.. reality we often say the purpose in life is something that we WANT to achieve or TRYING to achieve.. but whats the purpose? I meant that I have my own purpose in life but do I even achieve it or atleast try to achieve it.. I always say "i will do it later" or worse "I know I cant achieve"..... Because I'd realise that I've highly set my goal without looking at my capability.. and it been a huge ignorant... I felt nothing or useless.. I always been wanting to do this, to do that and once I can't.. I will straightly give up.. and today I have learnt the lesson..
So what Im going to do is to change this lifestyle till the end of this year 2012.. I'll start off with small changes, slightly like start to pay attention to things.. get a book to read.. and slowly change myself..InshaAllah..

Oh yeaahh.. my previous post I did blog about to start gear up on my Quran.. Alhumdulillah.. there is one lil teacher that will be teaching me starting this coming Tuesday.. I am so happy Thank to Allah.. He is the one that hears everything!

A little update on my diet, I have becoming stricter to myself about my diet.. not to eat after 7pm and also it been like 1 week plus, I didnt touch on rich.. woohoo.. hoping this will last long InshaAllah..

And always think yourself that you are useful and worth for everything.. you owned this.. its your life and no one cares even if they talked bad about you.. i mean, that you should not take every bad thoughts that others have on you.. just think that life is worth when you make it worth.. stop hurting yourself.. but its okay to tears it up..
hehehe :)

love from me ~

Nighty!

2012-01-02T02:27:00.000+08:00

Salam peeps!
WASSUUPPP / SAAAAAALLAAAAMMM!!

..
HAHAHAHA!
its 2:10am now
feeling like blogging haiz~ addicted!!
InshaAllah!!! i really need to lose weight! like damn alot!! atleast lose 40kg!! thats my aim for this year prolly in june/july i need to be atleast 80kg....... now im like over 100kg like damn over~

being fat its just sucks.. like you getting sickkkh of urself and till then you'll become a lazy girl like me!
haiz
seriously i so fed-up with myself being a fat/extreme obese person~
WAAITT!!
BE POSITIVE PLEASE!
whatever it is i am goin thru this pain!! no matter what!!! its the weight loss challenge!!
challenge myself again.. besides me.. my sister too she's doing her weight-loss challenge with her friends but she is also challenging with me.. well im fatter/heavier then her!! thats my bad!! even-tho shes 4 yrs older than me!! people always mistaken us.. they say im the older ones.. nahhh im not hurt at all!

im having my holidays till april.. inshaAllah i will be in higher nitec!!
i really need to get my diploma even-tho the root that im taking, its kinda longer.. 2-3years..
but nevermind learning doesnt have age limit..
sort of my hobby its just fashion.. ive mentioned before.. but it takes ages for me to sew a dress atleast.. pretty hard for me to use my mum sewing machine..
ive collected some dresses for me/ to make? haha

can someone teach me alQuran
im having hard time here~

3rd weightloss babey

2012-01-01T22:47:00.000+08:00

Welcome back yaww!!!
sooooo!!!!!
http://youtu.be/eAUW2QIJ6yI

go ahead and view
subby please and motivate yaww
loves muahh!

ITS NEW YEAR~

2012-01-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPPYY 2012

Its kinda scary..

i dont know why.. a year older.. haiz
for this year 2012.. happened that i countdown-ed alone at home..
was pretty excited during the countdown... 3....2.............1
a sudden burst to tears..
i dont know why..
for that moment.. sort of i recall everything thing that had happened in 2011
things just went so fast.. how life was..?
i thank Allah for everything~

Everyday i just pray that one day i shall meet you

maybe down the street..

or during my sad/lonely moment when im down at somewhere peaceful

you were there.. wiping my tears

telling me everything gonna be okay..

looking deep in my eyes ~

and say "I LOVE YOU"

till that u kissed eyes?
OMGGG PEEKA UR SOOO HARAAAM!!
k chill guys?

hahah

have a blessful new year love~

Seriously

2011-12-29T17:21:00.002+08:00

Seriously, it been superbly long time... since the last post..
i dont know.. what kind of blog this gonna be.. mayb my life time blogging crap here.
for all the views who actually read this blog ^^
I LOVE YA!
i was too much on tumblr, i guess till somehow ive forgotten about my dearie blog here~
btw my tumblr www.oneword-shap.tumblr.com
hahaha
so currently right now havin a major school break.. waiting for my 3rd year collage inshaAllah
and i dont know about my vlog at youtube.. yeah btw ive created a new account for the cousins youtube.. suggested to be some short film.. or weight-loss or maybe some fashion perhaps.
it kinda feels good to get back in blogging. i love it
nothing change.. im still the same me..
the fat one.
the lazy one.
worst my result GPA for this last semester was really bad~
but nevertheless i will try to appeal for higher nitec InshaAllah.
im having a break-down lately,
i dont know who am i
still finding myself.. kinda sad for me ya'know..
kk lets end off.. im gonna be blogging soon~ pray for me love

The Moon will be there..

2011-07-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

School starting this monday, for my last term.. somehow im lookin forward for it, just for the learning some new stuff... but most of the time im like a "loner" at school as in people there are different.. no point braggin it.. so boo yeahhh!! im uploadin the next vid..!!!

Friends..

2011-07-07T15:25:00.001+08:00

That was 6 of July, which was yesterday!
totally had a super great and fun time with them.
we've been talkin crappin non-stop!

dietin life

2011-07-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

Today i did a healthy lunch for myself..
i would like to shared it.. :))

Boiled Potato Spinach!
Ingredients:

Potato
Onions
Garlic
Spinach
Olive Oil
Lemon Juice (Optional)
Pepper Powder
Green Apple

Methods:

a potato

boiled with onion

fresh spinach..

i like to have steamed but its optional

Garlic chopped and mix togther

mix with garlic and pinch of pepper powder

lemon its optional coz the spinach will get kinda sour

take it about half tablespoon of the juice

a tablespoon of olive oil

green apple or red will do

chopped

mix it wel

The boiled potato, the boiled onion can also be mix with the spinach!

Cut it in the center for the spinach

And all Done!! :)

Good Luck.

The Outing afterwards

2011-07-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

With my beloved colleagues, i dont own a complete full picture..

i miss my attachment.. those days are now memories <3

Slackin with Hanah, 6 years and countin of friendship.

And booomz! wif my dearest people..

the blood flows..

hahah my beloved sister and cuzy

Penang Trip

2011-07-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

Penang was awesome.. InshaAllah will go there again...didnt take alot of pics, was havin fever there :(
and ma moods when down!!!

no one

2011-06-10T01:34:00.001+08:00

Somehow i feel hopeless..
this change when i started in tertiary life
ive got no one close
and so people change as time goes by..
idk just felt a loner?
-.-
it feels really bad..
hopeless
..
just now was being brainwash by my aunt
about goin to cairo for further studies in islamic ..
i tot of it and maybe i would be goin!
coz i really wanna go there.. reform myself... i dont wan to stay in this world/life like right now so suck!!
i wanna speak arabic,.. tahfiz Quran
i wanna learn alot in islamic world..
May Allah guide me thru all this... amin..

the situation that im having right now is really bad... suckkkkkss!!
simply im not tha person that i am right now..
people thinks differently man
some thinks im super dumb... hahaha saddness strike man!!
some thinks that all the nonsense stuff uuurrrrggg
i dont mind if they wanna think that way... but it feels hurt when someone near u thinks that way...
crying no use.. i just pray to Allah.. may Allah bless them and open their eyes to see the truth...

at lasstt!!!

2011-06-01T14:56:00.004+08:00

Im proudly to say that ive made a youtube channel or a video in it!!! <3
to subscribe me pleaaasee!!!

go to www.youtube.com/sts3s for more infor!!!!

the small world

2011-05-22T18:13:00.002+08:00

I cant remember what to post here ...
well... had a phone call before postin
phone call was a super shocked~!
my trainer called me all of a sudden
i meant that ive left my workplace for like 2 weeks..
he asked my hows life bla bla bla..
when suddenly BLAAA
HES MY FRIEND 'S UNCLE!!
i was like #$%^&*()*&$#%^&*()_{
such a small world man!!
haizzz!!!
life life life life!!

Ended

2011-05-17T15:59:00.001+08:00

Attachment ended already! awesome!

but kinda miss those people!

now back to my routine which i love..

im gonna start my training real soon.. so for the couple of weeks.

theres gonna be schooling.. then afterwards a month plus holidays!

and im goin PENANG!

awesome!!

Yesterday was awesome!

start the very first class

new classmate again..

laugh chitchat bla bla bla

back home

with the kids.. then out wif sis and cuz..

eat out..

then midnight movie wif nadia

oohh i love this life!!!!

Endin soon :)

2011-04-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

May Allah bless you all.

Muaah

Attachment ending real soon!

im totally happy!

I super lazy during this attachment..

i didnt even control myself.. in any form..

in fact i feel that i was not myself..

really bad!

i wanna change myself.. into who i wanna be!

i wanna change!

i've saying this alot.. but endin nothing change!

Masha'Allah

.....

i have lost

lost my way..

my path

where am i?

im starting to change bad.. to worse..

my limit went off..

what goes wrong...?

2011-04-16T22:29:00.002+08:00

Attachment gonna end soon!!
a month left!
wooowwhoooo!!!
im so excited!!!
well,
life wasnt that great or good for me..
bein restless,..
everything bad..
AND IM GROWIN FATTER!!! DAMN!!!!!!!
1#$%^*()_(&WQW)_

what goes wrong...?

2011-03-13T22:28:00.001+08:00

Whats goin on man...
im feelin lost again..
lost in the way...
im stuck in this f situation
enough.... laaaa..
its just never ending.. suckers!
well the fact is that... someway, somehow theres something missing along the way...
i have no way to go..
Ya Allah!
strengthen my iman Ya Allah.. show me the right path.. dont let me get into the wrong way.. ya Allah..
feeling weak..
but yeah..
trying my hard..

SNAAAAAAP!!

2011-03-07T22:41:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOHHHOOOO!!
IM TIREEEDD!!
really tired of work!!
freaking tired!!
aaarrrrggghh
9 weeks more shafiqah!!!
48 days more!!!

in my world

2011-02-13T03:48:00.002+08:00

IM LIKE BACK!

12 weeks to go!

So far everything was pretty much fine.. alhumdulilah!

somehow i fallen in love wif work.. hahaha

as for today, in my solitude night

im totaly feelin hyper for no reason..

it super damn late!!

and tmr mornin im gonna be goin to Maulidur Rasul

Alhumdulilah, im impressed with my beloved friends!

woohoo

back to today life

-lazy day.. hmm

was supposed to clean up my room.. the house.. and toilet

but end up sleepin..

bad bad bad

and ive just made TUMBLR!

hmm but still new to it...

follow? http://www.oneword-shap.tumblr.com/

okayy??

hahahha

My attachment is like wow!

been blendin up wif the staff here..

how AWESOME! MUAAH!!

It goes long long long...

2011-02-01T14:00:00.002+08:00

tell ya first.. im actually at my workplace!
woohoo!
partly slackin..

Been days.. more than a month~~
yeah was tired with workin life~
im 18 babe!
woohoo!
i have no mood to continue...
so end off here..

It been so long since..

2011-01-13T22:28:00.004+08:00

Hows life humans!!!!?!?!
WELL ITS ATTACHMENT LIFE!!
hahaha
MY FIRST WORK EXPERIENCE!!
and i was posted at LONZA biologics..
which is at TUAS!.. AND IM AT EAST SIMEI!!!
SHAAAT!
its actually fun to be with the schoomates around! and NEW PEEPS!
Everyday smilin, laughin all day long!!!
BUT just the timing...
its like i got no life!
my everyday routine --> 6.15am out of house.. work till 6.30pm reached home.. @ home.. depends on my mood whether to online or not.. if not goes to mummy's room sleep ard 8.30pm after maghrib prayer,,, dozze off till the next day! how awesome!
but i just like the WEEKENDS! AND FRIDAY'S NIGHT!
been goin on well lately.. ALHUMDULILLAH! all praises to Allah!
went for shesha last friday and also that friday had ma first MC!
hahahha..
another 4 days! to my 18TH!!
how awesome is that.... SNAAAP!
iLOIKE!
i think this attachment makin fatter! eerrgghh! i wanna sleeeep!! dooooozzzee!

Tears away my make up!

2010-12-19T17:42:00.002+08:00

I'm into art all of the sudden! hahaha
FashionEditingPhotography
it looks as if its one thing.. (",) actually its a 3 stuffs that I'm been interested since young,
its Fashion Art, Video Editing and Photography!
And Now right now I'm gonna make these things that Ive been wanting to become a reality!
Ive started fashion art couple weeks ago.. and soon inshaAllah im goin to own a camera on my birthday which fallsn on jan 17~!!
.....
everything goes fine now alhumdulillah
:D

makin me weaker?

2010-12-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

( outside view from my room, rainy day)

They've changed.. gettin from the bad to worse.. :( I keep sayin to myself not to think the negative ways on them as that was a reminder from my ustaz.. perhaps they change alot coz of their enviroment that they are at. Its seriously helpless, they dont know that they are hurtin people alot.. but inshaAllah Allah will open their eyes and make them realise their mistakes! Things just goes wrongly in my mind, Ive been givin in alot.. they took advantage of it. Theres no use talkin anymore, sharin? no more.. they wont listen.. forget it! theres gap startin to build in between sooner later u will realise.. but i hope not. Too much tears makin my eyes much more pain.. :(

I came across this song 'the sound of tears' - Nader Khan such a beautiful lyric!

Attachment aka workin & learn experience gonna start this MONDAY!! and im excited!

" and when you know you are goin far,

what do you feel?

what do you fear?"

i wrote that to remind myself everytime i feel low.. and

...And this is my everyday motivatin and sort call a reminder too!! hahaha

so it makes me be positive in life.. and have fun in life! InshaAllah!

Bad Loner

2010-12-12T23:54:00.003+08:00

I not in a mood for everything lately..
it been pushin badly nowadays.. hahaha
chill uh!
im a BAD LONER! hahha
ive been wantin to update alot of pictures.. but sadly my PC break down :(
currently using bro lappy..
:(
so no pictures..
btw!
my attachment is this comin 20 dec.. and its gonna be at TUAS!! which is damn farr!! and the most worst is that it start at 8AM!!
8AM 8AM 8AM!!!
damn it!!
well human are human.. we changes as the enviroment changes..
i feel the way people treat me.. as if im a wide transparent wall.
aint that saddenin ahhaha!
pissin me off.

IM LOST!

2010-11-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

WOOOOW!..

Iam goin IA? aka ATTACHMENT!

this coming DECEMBER!

ohmygoodness!

I dont know why? but im feelin scare!!

i just hate this feeling!~

like almost my days were bad!

~ Im wishing for my best!

Lately i've been coming late to school..

and also been lack of sleepin..

i just! $%^&*()

AAAHHH!!

STARTING FROM MY ATTACHMENT I SHALL BLOG ABOUT MY LIFE OVER THERE!!

<3 OKAAY

lovee yaa!

~ Restless ~

2010-11-10T21:52:00.004+08:00

Mood catches me fast...

im easily moody nowadays..

seems that i just need to shout!!!!! hahahah crap..

well, i dont really like sharing my problem.. well at times..

with didi..

such a "GOOD" listener!! hahahah

im slightly feeling depress.. ooh i know who i need!!

yeeaah!! but shes busy with Os now..

... but for all Allah is the most best listener.. !!

well i wrote this early of the year when i was feeling bad.. tot to share hahha:

" Where can i run:

Months thru months.. im stuck in a homeland of nowhere.

somehow I was the least among them, they never looked at me in a good way.

I cant always be blamed, I sick of it. Well im loud, i quite.. I just cant get easily closed by.. even if u know me for years.. i can be extremed SENSITIVE!! take that in mind!

well, actually im fed-up with the surronding thst tends to treat peeps badly without knowing truthfully!

I AM WHO I AM"

cheey!! thats me...

sometimes i treat my blog as something to listen.. to shared!!

now what!! teacher told me that ive improved lot!!!! this term! hahha yeeaap!

thats for it!

theres improvement

2010-11-01T23:13:00.002+08:00

Im sorry if i cant be who u want me to be like.
Im just me..
the title for this was lightly sad...
well.
im a lazy girl,
a sensitive girl,
a short-tempered girl,
a cry-baby,
a show off kinda...
but mostly everything change today.. im shocked with myself.. im not the study girl.. and always did bad in my tests and exams.. but it changed.. after i get a list of who did pass for ptqa.. which i've studied 1/4 of the book.. i bet lesser then that..
and i passed.. a few people who passed.. part that made me cry was that .. im one of them who pass?
i've never been in this kinda of situation before.... mashaAllah!!!
i thanked Allah soo much!
thank you Allah!
and i've partly removin my sensitive girly that i have.. i made myself a lady that can adapt in situation..
im no more short tempered. and that showed off after i finished my O level.. which is superly good!!
today get kissed from muaz more then 5 times!
isnt that great!!

Its like never endin

2010-11-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

Maths O level had just over..

so kinda relaxing NOW ..

BUT common test is around the corner ;s

well, lately i've been missing my grandad, which i called him "apah"

he's the only one that can make me smile

throughout years without him

i felt that theres no one by my side.

well theres different between parents and grandparents..

i bet grandparents do understand more... indeed

but most of all theres different between my grandad and grandmom..

i dont know why.. just that im not close to her..

i just cant say anything to do with feeling..

apah was the one that i will be fine after some chats..

but now hes no more in my life..

i look thru part of my life back then,,

how happy i was when im with him.. he seems to care alot about me...

insha'Allah we shall me again apah!

last night i suddenly felt a missed..

a missed from him.

i remembered once, i dreamt that i gave him a tight hug!

APAAH I REALLY MISS U LOT!!

................

20102010

2010-10-20T20:58:00.001+08:00

20102010 <3

Nice date aint that..

despite of that..

today might be the happiest or the saddest day ever.

7 more days to my maths O level

hmmm

today quote:

Every soul shall taste death and you will merely be repaid your earnings on the Day of Resurrection

GOES AROUND..!!

2010-10-17T20:58:00.002+08:00

deeeyy!!
yeaaaah
IM BACK!!
LAZYNESS WAS WITH ME ALL TIME..!
I guess from the nest post onwards im gonna post alot of pictures!
well along the weeks that i've gone thru.. was a really tough indeed.
bla bla blaaah..
i wanna watch dabaaang and inception and takers!!!
lerrr!!!

Where should I run...?

2010-09-28T15:22:00.003+08:00

For the past more than a month, i was happy, i was loud, i was quiet, i was angry, i was tired, i was hyper! i was sensitive
back to the old routine.. !!
HAHAHA!
normal life indeed!
well yesterday somehow disaster happened.
~~~
yeeaaah
hahahaha remember that someone who i was almost falling for..
well suddenly i felt that i couldnt make it with him.. he and me?? eeewwh
well actually someone came by.. and makin me fall for.. oohhh!
so shall wait and see... but right now its holidays and its for 2 FREAKING WEEKS!!

~ Eid Mubarak ~

2010-09-28T15:09:00.003+08:00

Well its been a month plus..
I was busy
It was Eid celebration on 10th Sept, so every eid was about visiting the elderly houses.
meeting cousins who are supposedly my "blood" ones but well.. we are not closed . :(
All grown up..

In the month!

2010-08-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

Well, I've yet to done all the stuffs that I'm suppose to finish! :(
Gosh the laziness, its like increasing alot more then, now im having my holidays!
Its like i got no time!!
Theres stuff that i must do, i need to do and i want to do!! for the meantime

***"Must"
- Khatam the Quran
- Lose Weight!
- Go teraweh at Mosque!!**

**"Need"
- Pass exam ( STUDY HARD)
- Read more hadis and books
- Project *
- Study for phase test and class test*

*"Wants"
- Learn keyboard (piano)
- Learn arab/spanish lang.
- Learn bollywood/bellydance

I slight reminder for myself. These are the stuff that I've yet to accomplish for the meantime!! IM SOO STRESS!! there's alot more but these are the important ones!

Well, yesterday went iftar with didi at my grandma house but before iftar we went to give out zakat and food to the needest* and WOW! that was my first time. u guys should try, give out with sincere heart, ikhlas and see how hard the world with true challenges. I respect them so much.

Don't give me LOVE!

2010-08-19T02:07:00.001+08:00

18th August..
My parents, 26th anniversary
and I LOVE YOU!
hmm
I Love the way they treat each other, well..

As for days.. I've no idea who am i? See you've made me fall in love at you and now u running away from it? or were you jealous?
reject everything uh?
Im just fed-up with ya ..
eee!! im just freaking tired with ur attitude
BLAAAAAAAAAH!

Tiring weeks!

2010-08-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

Its been couple of weeks since the last post!
seriously im so busy..
Cover up the past weeks:
- Been shopping
- Outing
- Test by tests
Gosh, shopping was the grestest among all.. i've been bargin and bargin..
i loike..
whats else..??
Sch fun but stressful.. and im having ma holiday starting from todayy!!
and yeah
RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!! TO ALL MY BELOVED MUSLIM FRIENDS!!

For the rest of my Life

2010-08-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

This song touches my heart deeply,
as i stated in my previous post
that im kindly in love with someone..
its totally cracking
but lately theres late respond to everything thats happening.
And inshaAllah tomorrow i'll be out with ITE fwens!!

So what had happened..?
Alhumdulillah i got paid higher!
hahaha
did some mini shopping with mummy just now.

the ramblings of D'ShaP

2010-07-26T18:47:00.005+08:00

Right now, Muslim Couple seems to be catching my eyes. I adore watching these pictures. Youngster or the elderly, they seems to be lovely and sweetness.

The smile were sincere enough.

I'm in LOVE mood.

hahahaha

Well today its, Nifsu Syaaban (middle of syaaban)

I feel kinda regret for not fasting today,

looking at my mum fasting making me feels so low.

my Iman is shaking, where/which path m I taking

somehow I felt lost.

My computer break down

so right now i using my bro laptop..

Well..Well..Well

Great day!!

....

I been admiring Maher Zain songs

totally in love the songs

shall put it in the songs box.

im totally in love with

- InshaAllah

-For the rest of my Life

-Baraka Allahu Lakuma

Some info on syaabaan

http://islamgreatreligion.wordpress.com/2010/07/25/what-is-shabaan-virtuesfasting-and-15th-night-of-shabaan/

2 at 1

2010-07-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

It’s getting complicated life. Well, the love is rising and the question is that “Am I dealing with it? I knew from the start, the way he acts in front of me. It feels totally “aawwhh” the feeling was totally different. Yesterday was a blast that he questions me but I ignored his questions besides I give him an annoying look. Hahaha..I totally have no idea what I am facing, it’s like different, I've never had this kind of feeling. And I’m feeling the other way at this one guy, who sings for me everyday, aint that cute?
Hahaha bestfriend!
I gotta improve in my studies, studies getting harder and harder. I need to overcome my fear towards life, there’s bigger obstacles coming..
I have yet to change myself, laziness is surrounding me. I need to move on this life, no more playing!!

SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN!!!! ESPANYOL!

2010-07-12T00:48:00.002+08:00

I've been supporting SPAIN since from the start!
hahaha
Even when they fail at the first match.
I REALLY WANT ESPANYOL TO WIN!!! PLEASEE!
I LOVE U!!
in less than 2 hours im gonna watch the match!
its around 2.30am at here
so i bet that tomorrow gonna be my bad day
bad eyes day! hahaha
RE-UPDATED AT 9.18PM!

GUESS WHAT!!
SPAIN WONN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OOOOHHH!!!
I LOVE THEM!!!

oh im tired!
okay back to life.. hahaha
been MIA ah?
it school days now!!
gonna be real busy!

The different life!

2010-06-28T18:52:00.006+08:00

I get really fed-up when some treated me badly!!

THIS IS MY LIFE!

i know what i am doing..

I know my LIMIT,

I wont go beyond the line..!!

i mean,

is it wrong to drew a henna tattoo which somehow looks like a tattoo on my legs and hand!

and come on mum and dad doesn't even say anything,

i dont care u wanna scold but i care u say that “kind” words.. blah blah

Suckers!
and yeah next i did shave my own hair ( just a little bit), come on laa!

what so BIG DEAL!?

and again dad didnt even say a word abt my hair!

i want to feel how it was!

and i told ya i will keep doing it!

Coz i think its nice!

TOO BAD!

and yeah one more

yeah i did pierce my second,

still gotta say that “kind” words!..

My parents, they doesn’t scold me, doesn’t mean they didn’t care me.. is just they know!! That as a teenager, we want to feel everything!! #$*(

I CAN BE ANYONE!!

THIS IS MY STYLE, MY WANTS AND MY LIFE!!!!!!!

"I got ur back boy"

2010-06-26T23:28:00.004+08:00

It been quite a some time since the last post, was relaxing, induring life. hahaha
told ya i dont enjoy holidays but i will complaint during schooling days hahaha!
Holidays are really sucks!
Well for us, we have extra a week. :(
I NEED SCHOOL!
PLEASEEEE!!
-----
Well, get back to real matter
I was interested in biology specialization, so i choose biology as my first choice followed by pharmaceutical..
but during the holidays i've been wanting/hoping to get pharmaceutical specialization. I'm totally interested in it! :)
and i can say that Alhumdulillah, thank you Allah.
i get what i want!
but i can sure that my result will not be nice :(
well i can beeeet that!
:( :(
BUT
take my words!
I AM GONNA DO MY VERY WELL IN THIS SPECIALIZATION!
-----
HOLIDAAYS LIFE!
well as u can see those pictures below were taken on 18-21 june!
we were on VACATION!
YEEAH!
MA FAMILY AND I !!!
we went to Kelantan and Terengganu
Malaysiaaa!!
It was kinda unqiue place for us, well its totally the kampong type.
but the things/stuffs were kinda alil expensive
i didnt buy lot of stuffs.
we were on tours, so there isnt many time to spent :(
and some parts were really unexpected!
----
Let me tell you guys how my holiday life..?
-wake up around 12+ pm
-eat
-computer-ing
-world cup
-eat
-sleep
borrrinng!
----
Im totally in world cup!
I support SPAAAAAAAAAINNN!! duuh! , Argentina and GERMANY!
AMOR!

THE holidays!

2010-06-26T15:53:00.001+08:00

The holidays were totally fun!
i will update a couple more post for today!
so ya
ma family, we went to kelantan and terengganu for the holidays
is was kinda fun but bored.
9 hours at the bus just to reach there wow!
but it was an interesting trip..!

When I get older, I will be stronger

2010-06-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

YEEEAAAAAAAAH!!!!
IM FREE!!
done with exams! and now im FFFUUUUHHH!!
5 FREAKING WEEKS OF HOLIDAYS!
Im in love with K'NAAN songs!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

Well there's somehow crippy things happen around this week!
hahaha!
im goin out sooon!

Its making me matured

2010-05-28T01:14:00.001+08:00

Life was almost gone for me,

alhumdulillah im still breathing.

as i wake up every morning i thank Him

for everything He gives me.

Once I was under-control

and recently was being control again.

lucky i woke up early, and change it.

its actually too bad..

I was back alone living in life,

and now i have a partner,

the one shares the story.

I still confuse, u might be the one for me.

In 6 months time we shall see..

will be waitin,

I know u are shy enough,

but the words that came out from ur mouth

were the answers for everything that u wanna say it right?

may u be the one.

I LOVEEE MA FWENS!

secondary i meant

well, ITE are great but the spirit isnt there yet.

just for some.

been slackin with dear Afiqah,

we do have lots lots of story to share it out man!

they make me smile widely

make me laugh loudly

they are the ones muuaah!

so life,

exams!

in 4 days left!

im tired.

then with 4-5 weeks of holidays!

and thats when i smile at u dear!

hahaha

yaa.. lately ive been down for reasons

"well, good enough that u kno'

u were wrong to involved me in the game of urs

btw i guess u know who u are too right"

i guess life were just to challenge for me right now,

i dont kno'

cause im not the one that shares ma feelin

well i dont conference immediately..

im feelin down

because ....

its just the pain that im havin.

the pain killing me inside deeply

im scared!

im gonna share with ya abt

this one ustaz of mine

he changes ma life in just one week..

i meant the way he teaches us

wow!

the islam and the science.. it makes it soo interesting

the inventions!

wow!

do u kno' abt the "golden age era"

the muslim inventions

i tell ya some that i can rememba.

- al Firnas, the first man to fly

- al Haitham, the first man invented camera

and more cant recall..

and subahan'allah

i love Allah!

One Love

2010-05-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

This is ma One Love,

where everything are out.

Ma life friends,

i love u guys!

5 years of

love, care, sweet momeriez!

aaaaaaaaaaaah!!

i cant find any more friends like they!

when we get far.. each of us felt like crying and

misses the hugs.

i remembered those early this year!

how i felt without them by ma side.

i felt nothing!

because they know me well

and we dont have those hurt!

i love u peoples!

the one switch!

2010-05-08T23:01:00.001+08:00

Let's it be pathetic...
hahaha

Okay
"Im not the one and only,
but surely the only"

so yesterday after the class test which ends at 9am and stayed school till 10am
went to eastpoint.. shopping there..
till 11.45am hahaha
....
take care muaz!
he knows how to say
"nk nk nk nk nk nk" "tknk tknk tknk"
"baba baba baba" "mama mama mama mama"
cute la and he knows how to kiss! and also catching people up.. hahah
cute dey..
.. so around 5pm when down to tampines with my lil cuzzy nurul
hahaha
shes kinda freak.. haha
shopping with her.. hahaha

stuff

2010-05-08T22:20:00.001+08:00

Cute lil stuffs..

bought these stuffs... at JB!

mustafaa..

all those up there picture were bought a month ago..

and some stuffs i have used.. and some are goods while some are bad!

so yeahh

and these stuffs were bought yesterday!

all of them hahaha

im totally in love with the "green bottles thingy" which's green tea

facial its totally awesome! totally oil control!

and the neutrogena wave! wow! softer and smoother! really!

it a total crazy sale at eastpoint and bedok interchange there..

i loike u kno'!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHAi!

2010-05-06T20:37:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHAI!

LOVE YAA!

the one smelly

2010-05-06T20:35:00.001+08:00

YEAH!
Im smelly!
hahaha
back from school 11.30am
till now still havent bath!
eeeeww..
smeellyyyy!! yucks..
i hate my life..
i need to study!!!

Love ur Parents

2010-05-06T20:31:00.001+08:00

I cried after watching this short video..
it touches my heart deeply
we show our anger towards our mother
but we are too dumb/listen towards our friends..
real sad..

the one dhoom!

2010-05-05T21:10:00.003+08:00

Totally been busy with colleage.. seriously
one assignment after another..
and headache there here everywhere..
so recently life...
went to bugis, arab street.. wif didi..
not really shopping.. but only visited.. hahaha
......
those pictures were taken by me
only the muaz pic..
isnt he cutieee!
hahaha
love them..
what else...?
yaaa basically school being hyper
as exam coming soon..
and i love my life...
......

Got me wrong wrong wrong!

2010-04-19T22:02:00.002+08:00

Im PISS OFF.!
DIDI can u please don't work anymore!!!!
i hate that shift!!!
I'm all alone
and the one that gets scolding always
$%^&*(
i wish that my life full of schedules!
even not my fault, im still the one that will be scolded!
i just hate it!
i hate hate hate!!!
....
Back to life..
school was kinda fun! :)
and me?
when will i start my training!
GOSH! i need someone right now!!!!
....
THINGS THAT I WANT:
- Guess wallet/purse
- Learn playing keyboard/ Buy keyboard
- LG KS360
- Fujitsu Laptop
- Canon Camera
- Lose Weight
- MONEY MONEY MONEY!

the one lost

2010-04-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

I asked Allah for forgiveness
Bismillah ir-Rahman ir-Rahim

day by day i becoming weaker
my believing towards myself becoming so low

if my words were too harsh
im sorry

i may look a like muslimah
but the inner muslimah of mine were least

im not the one that understands alot
and not the one that have the knowledge of it

my sins are like mountain by mountains
my good deeds are like a little small pond that are hidding not to be seen

but i still have the faith and the beliving
that i must have it

i dont care what they say
i need to thinks much about my life right now

there chances for me
and its never too early and not to late

i need to buck up alot
my prayers, do'a, and the recitation

thank you Allah

the one sweats alot!

2010-04-12T23:29:00.003+08:00

... 3 weeks gone..
the holiday was sucks!

So what I did for d past days ,...

that picture was taken.. it was on monday..
went out with Hanah, that day,
great and fun day.. it was kind of bonding..
then ate at ABM! ahahaha still with bathura!!!

On Wednesday, when down to Tampines Sec
the new one
ohYeah!!
before reched school saw Nurul Ahad
hahaha thought of asking her to tour me around that school
but she had to go for check-up thingy!
so i called Bobo
BOBO DOK!
and with Raimy
after taken ma result slip and testimony
when touring around the school with the hilarious tour guides!
after that went slacking with Nurul Ahad after her checked-up at eastpoint
had a great great time with her
"kakak-kakak bebual beb"

After 3 days, Saturday went to JOHOOOOR
I been wantin/waiting for it
went with Mum!!
took bus from bugis all the way to Lakin there
cabbed to mydin
before we entered mydin,
we went lunch.. which mum and i ordered "nasi ayam penyek"
the most "finger licking!" chicken
seriously!
after shooping at mydin
we walked toward Angsana
and that was the "unstopable SHOPPING FREAK"
that indeed we are! hahahaha
i did something that i been wanting so long and atlast i got!
Mum allowed it beb!
....patheticly we were only two of us at malaysia bus going back to s'pore
going home...
shall show u peoples the hauls..
I love U, Mum! muaaaaahxx :D

Sunday, didnt attend madrasah because tired XXXX
hahaha
but Mum asked to go Nani house
so i went with my Didi
before that we went to Masjid Kassim
been ages i've last went there
there always have this kind of "cool-cold hearted" feeling when i went there
after that to bedok interchange
buy some stuffs
then headed to Nani house
i dont really enjoyed myself there...
i hate it. :(

Monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCHOOOL RE-OPEN~!
yeeeeeaaaah!
freaking awesome!
mmeeet friends!
wow GITU LOH!
hhahaha
BUT we got SUCKs lessons!
1st lesson was okay
second lesson was bad! almost half the class didnt bring theirs labcoat
which is I'm one of them.. so we couldnt enter the class
the worst was the last lesson which is the 3 one..
the teacher was #$%^&*
freaky man!
....
that night,..
i had a major headache
i almost faint!!
that was seriously scary
recently i've been having headaches
and it happens night times
and its affect what im doing and do the damn damn damn pain u kno'!
...
and i've been sweating alot!!!!!
never been like this!!

the one happy enoughn when wif them

2010-04-03T15:42:00.001+08:00

the one too sensitive

2010-04-01T00:58:00.001+08:00

“The truth that’s Im the one that too sensitive

i born like that and i like to be like that

wheres sometime i guess i too much, well

Too bad.

im the one that cries at night.

I just like to be strong outer,

To be the one that motivated,

The one that inspired by.

I take problems, risks, and life

By myself

Well Im aint a strong woman

But a strong hearted woman
I was told once

“Be ready for everything that im heading on”

The smiles, laughs, jokes

Were just putting me a real smile

If don’t understand... its okay

But understands that im sensitive

So don’t play feelings with me...”
by : Inspired lady

-------

So today

BIG DAY!
Firstly went for a “school project”
At plaza sing there
I enjoyed that much!
So after that
Since Rose wants to follow me and didi
Out,
So we bring her along
Superb fun day today...
Tell ya what
I didnt even know that theres
FOREVER 21 in Singapore
Hahaha
So after Mustafa we went to
Vivo city!
Hahaha great times there
And to eastpoint mall
Hehehehe
Bought lots of stuff
Hehehe
Funfunfun shall do the haul...

the one fall in love

2010-03-28T18:16:00.001+08:00

Representing ma guy!!!

"LUPE FIASCO"

oooh man i fall in love with this guy!

and hes songs!

!!!!!!!!!!!

hes good at raping and hip hop

yeah

and tell ya what

hes a MUSLIM!

that makes me fall even More

smile!

BEAUTIFUL LASER!

----------

continue with life today

hahaha

went to madrasah..

firstly i thought religious class start at 12.45

but actually its start 11.45!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha..

The one that sooooo freaking lazy!

2010-03-27T16:07:00.004+08:00

HM... pictures above are from the story "goodfellas" its a gangster story i guess it based on truth story!
the story was a blast! superb great.. at that point of time "Ray Liotta" hooooooot! gosh! hahhahaah!
.....................................................................................................................
alright I have change ma blog skin. Been lazing for the meantime,,
Great new was that I'm having ma holidays! for 3 freaking weeks.. and continue nest semester..
so this tuesday will be my interview..
Life's great
currently i've yet for my workouts and studying
totally lazy!
aaaaaaaaa!

pictures above were taken during my project work..

hmm rose and azila

the right path

2010-03-19T23:16:00.003+08:00

Nightmares stopped after reading Quran- CONVERT TO ISLAM

Haters of Islam Converted to Islam 1/2

United States Army Major Converted to Islam

38. Famous people who converted to islam ..

Subahana'Allah
i went to search for islam
where all the sudden it shows the convert islam
i was shocked when i seen these videos that haters of islam coverted islam
waaaa
subahana allah!
watch the videos!

She's STREEESSSS !

2010-03-16T22:53:00.001+08:00

OH YEAH!

IM FREAKING STRESSS OUT RIGHT NOW!

this whole week i have 4 phase tests!

SHAT!

AND right now this moment i am sicK!!

so yesterday had PO1 n EVT tests

which is ma practical tests

po1 was okay i pass..

hahaha ms lau!! shes fun!

and worse was EVT get scolded by ms Karen

but still pass u kno'

so tomorrow 2 more tests

OHS and EVT thoery

hahahah damn it i havent study yet!

FULL OF BULLSHAT!

i love it!

2010-03-15T22:11:00.001+08:00

Those pictures show the fun fun fun super fun life that i had for the meantime right now!

She's saying!

2010-03-08T22:03:00.001+08:00

These two shawls i bought

accually mummy bought it

hahahaha it cost $5

for both!

hahaha cool kan kan!

hahahah

........

so acctually yesterday which is sunday

i mummy and didi

went to golden landmark

shopping shopping

at there plus the arab street la kan

then before start our shopping we went to

"victory"

"kedai makan"

indian food.

fuuuuuuuuuuh sedaaapp!

i loike u kno'

muaaah muuaah!

.............................................

freaking i been waking up late for like

more then a week

and seriously bullshit man!

hahahhaah

She's feeling low

2010-03-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

I have been acting bad lately

sometimes i just forgot that

i am a weak muslim and a weak human being!

i just hate the way i am

having those resolutions

were just craps

Ya Allah help me

show me the right path

...

i just need to doa and

doa till the end of me

i need lots of doa.

Her cousin Bday!

2010-03-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAY ENOT!

CHEEYYDEBAAAH

da 17!

so whassup darling!

muaaaaah!

wanna kno' wat?

u are my bestest cousin ever.

somemore u are my twin-cousin

we grew up together,

from mummy's stomach *surposely not stomach*

till now we are 17 years old!

wow!

iLOVEyou

you kno'

thoughtout

these 17 years

we been thru,

some were tough, sad, happy and fun that we had right?

im sorry for all the

bad moods, bad expressions and bad attitude that

i put it on you!

for the 17 years i kno' u

u are such a soft-hearted girl

who i kno'

and that cant change who u are

only with me ah.. chey!

u are the one who always will brighten ma days.

dear, dont always give up that easy okay!

we have hope for each other and

always motivate each other ah!

u brighten ma day

i brighten yours

enot enot enot!

remember those kid nights

u intended to kill urselves!

hahah i safe u right?

hahaha

muuahh i like u know

muaaah

should meet up soon and often ah!

muuuaaaah

ILOVEYOU!

She likes it!

2010-03-06T21:37:00.002+08:00

Jonathan Rys

Johnny Depp

lil Wayne

Oh man im soo in them!! hahhaa

so i'hv watched the movie

: From Paris With Love

its a great movie.

its about two agents

who are John travolta and Jonathan rys! hes hot!

she's with the new things!

2010-03-05T17:45:00.003+08:00

oh yeah..
been long time , last updated,
so been busy plus lazy!
last saturday went to JB..
brought those shoes and the ring.. my dad bought it for me hahahah!
nice right! hahaha i choose it u kno'
and didi bought for me a jean! i like it cost $19.90 which the original price is $49.90
THANKS DIDI!
okay

I MISS YOU GIRLS!

2010-02-24T17:44:00.002+08:00

miss you guys loads loads! u kno'

"Our life aint till here,

still gotta lots more coming.

Time flys and I MISSING

u guys loads so loads.

after that day i texted u guys

i felt relived,

i remembered that night i cried

because the

fun, crap, laugh

that we have was soo joyfull till

i dont want to lose any of u guys,

it feels hurt..

so i burst into tears.

u people are precious
but lifes now is so much different

i felt "im not myslef"

i gotta be strong..

and so u guys too"

She's Missing you

2010-02-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

hahahaaha MISSING the things that had happened in my

Secondary school life!!

-My uniform's buttons always took off

-Mr Tan's glance

-slacking at school library

-Ghost stories

-MotherTongue class

-My curly long hair

-The laughter, craps, crazy us

-2A, unique class

- Singing

- bekal

he choose the right decision!

She's tired!

2010-02-18T17:51:00.003+08:00

Firstly, .. im soo into "cornrows" hairstyle!
and the second picture was that i drew myself..
nice right! cant believe i can drew like that u kno'
im supeerr damn tired!

Dil Bole Hadipa

2010-02-14T03:24:00.002+08:00

so just finished watching this movie..

awesome movieeee!!

i reaally enjoyed it plus the songs!

that really shoot it up

and Rani..

looking good in the movie and Shahid sooo HOT!

hahaha

" Whatcha say"

2010-02-10T22:23:00.001+08:00

The Amazing Change!

After read all does crap that i wrote for the past 4 years

in this blog..

i have change,,

but now i wan a "amazing change"

u know!

i want to breath the world..

after 17 years knowing this world, life's getting

bad to worse i bet!

life isnt easy
this is why we are here

to face the challenge in life

yeah i know that my english sucks!

undergraded maaaaaaaaah!

........

so back to school!

im getting closer to Rose and Azila.

yeah they are fun..

and those chinese guys and some malay guys too

the course that i took was kind of hard..

but i will try

....

somehow this blog started to be addictive

i feel that i wanna write more and more..

so i will end here!

sleeeeeeeeeeeppy maaaah!

by the way, he text me again yesterday!

obesity

2010-02-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

"Obesity" which i am oppss.. hahaha after enough of anorexix.. another case which's also DANGEROUS! obesity!
i have seen lots of pictures and videos of this both.
both of these cause death at early age..
scary la...

and obesity there are lots of sickness or symtoms such as high blood pressure, heart disease, diabates and lots more!!!!

i do need to change myself!

Anorexia nervosa

2010-02-08T22:56:00.001+08:00

I was bored, so i went to search of "anorexia"..
when i looked at those pictures i felt that firstly to give them my fats! haha
secondly will their bonds break?. eeeeww.

these anorexic ppls they are scared to be fats and they thinks that when they are skinny they are preety,, oohh!

My Ex Movieee!

2010-02-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

Overall yesterday was superb great!

went to watch "my ex" wif hanah and aqilah

the movie was great

i have lots lots suspend!!

hahahaha

hanah and aqilah were shouting in every

shocking moments,

and that totally funny!!

hehehehe

plus aqilah "tergigit bibir" hahaha!

Things that i brought.,

2010-02-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

These two shoes cost me $15

this beg cost me $25

this watch cost me $5 only!!

She's Change

2010-02-06T12:30:00.001+08:00

I told myself that "life is complicated"

but last night everything change

yeah its true that life is truly complicated

last night i started to recite the Koran

and there's a change in ma heart

and now i know,

theres the difference when i recite it myslef and

the different when ustazah teaches

subahan'Allah

i felt that im gonna always recite the holy Koran.

i cried when i dont know how to recite properly and soon

i start it slowly and it change.

I HAVE TO CHANGE

She's Happy but Sad

2010-02-05T22:14:00.001+08:00

I dont know whats on ma mind right now..

i gotta feeling of happines and sad

im happy because just now i really enjoy myself during

the math enrichment program

i meant that i've made many many many friends.

but sad way was that i miss ma friends much much!

life such a complicated,

man i just hate it when it came this way

so much that i need to squeeze everything in this brain

its the question will? or not?

hate it!

after thinking and thinking..

thought that it would be nice if i join

badminton as ma cca.

isnt that great!

hehehe!

day by day i been thinking of you

i knew sometime you were just beside me

and saying that not to give up

i dont know

somehow i need u more then anyone,

u a just the one who knows me better then others.

the words were just to harsh

that to say you are gone.

i miss u,

u just not like others.

i've been writing this for so long.

She's with the movie!

2010-02-04T19:15:00.001+08:00

Well yesterday, went to penin and bugis with enot!

it was great because i went to watch movie instead of

buying myself a beg!!

SHAT!

so tell ya what

i been wantin to watch this movie for a long time

but atlast i get!

it was a blast!

i really really love the story,

its base on real story.

next ima gonna watch MY EX!

i dont know whether the story is good or not

hehehe!

Things that happen this weeks

2010-01-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

oooopss..

kind of dusty???

not really

i been wanting to update but not in the mood!
FACEBOOK seriously BORED!

so back here.

those photos were taken early this year.

....

so back to my life!!!

LIFE much more better

hahahaha

been getting more more closer with

the chinese! wow!

.....

yesterday went shopping unstopable

from eastpoint to tampines to

MUSTAFAAAAA!!

hehehe

shall show u ppls what are the things that i get!
hahahaha

seriously!

they are cheaps!!!!

i guess its getting nearer to CHINESE NEW YEAR!

....

so soon im going to Madrasah!!!

i need to save money!!!!

She's gotta say

2010-01-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

Didi!
LIFE'S ONLY ONE!
always remember that!
i just wanna say that be more self-confidence in whatever u doin.
everyone will be or have been facing the same "place" as what u are know
true life's hard!
tk boleh nk nafikan. hehe
in the order to have the easiest life, we must go through the hardest life
we have 2 important people, our parents!
see them
how hard have they sacrifice..
baba, the one that been working for living
starting was a hard life
and now WOW! to baba!
we have to love the life
we need to learn life, didi
and MAK!
shes the most WONDERFUL MOTHER EVER
and please stop saying the bad things of youselves
its soon eeeeeewwwh!!
geleeeei
do have the pride!
do whatcha wan to do.
learn from the basics and pasts!
they are the ones that could help u!
lal dupatta too u!
hahaha!
do whatcha wan to do!
i read one book that stated that "Crying is useless, Crying brings nothing"
i dont really agree to it but at certain point yeah
like NOW DIDI!
AND ONE MORE
if u love him, go for it!
TAHAN 6 MONTHS!

She's still young

2010-01-20T21:26:00.001+08:00

[taken past years, back from mustafa]

Afterall im 17! hahaha tahann one more year to lisence!

so school great, fun and freak

studied chemistry today and did some practical yesterday

it was fun!

Cant wait for this friday will be out with Enot!

for the whole day!

macam paham!

shall watch movie u'noe!

...

hahahahaha! wanna know what!?

im soo in love with old old cartoons!

POLKA DOTS SHORT, THE BIG COMFY COUCH

BANANAS IN PAJAMIS!!

hehehe funnnn!

Her's birthday

2010-01-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HEHEHE

okay so thanks family and friends for the wishes!!!

yeaahh

.....

* while i was walking home from school meanwhile

chattin on the phone with En0t, and met my old friend

so shocking that he have change alot hahah so do i right!

walau

he still remembered me haha we stop awhile

and chatted..

hes JC now! cool right

by right we were once or twice same class!!

.....

*shes like someone who i hate*

She Smiles!

2010-01-17T14:22:00.001+08:00

we eat first at KFC!

then to Pasir ris park

aaaqilla the one!

hahaha started to recall the fun times that day!
more photos are upcoming at hanah's camera!
hahaha!
hehehe!

She misses

2010-01-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

After reading Aqilah's blog,

waahh.

supeerb sad la..

hahaha

somehow i felt kinda sad too

theres no more hyper type

at ma class (i meant the gals)

somemore theres 11 girls and theres 4 malay, 1 indian and the

rest are girls.

theres no more hyperrrr people.

hahahaha

...

today school was kind of great la.

boring..

lessons in class was kinda okay

and abit of boredness as there are no books to refer to.

She remembered the past

2010-01-07T23:30:00.001+08:00

[picture were taken at jabal nur]

When i look at photos of makkah!

such a suprising that its been 6 years last i went to makkah for my umrah

hahaha.. 6 years beb! wow!

...

i feel like im getting much much older!

gonna be 17 years beb!

to be matured that the age?

hahaha

...

school was freaking SUPEER FUN!

cool la. chey

just that im gonna study real hard for m\a future

i have the aim!

so im taking math O level this year..

only math la..

2010-01-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

Its a NEW SCHOOL!

ITE COLLEGE EAST deybah

first day school? orientation!!

it was kinda boring! hahaha

so my class theres around 45 STUDENTS!

AIYYOOO

supeeeer damn lots la..

well new friends there's alot going on

my classmate theres one "old mate"

Azuandy!

......

ok gonna be more going on la

cool stuffs la

Happy New Year

2010-01-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year peps

Top 10 resolutions for the year

1-Slim down, keep fit
Its a must for me. currently im overweight, and im need to become much much more healthier!

2-Save Money, Spent wisely
hahaha been spending spending.... its tempting!!!!!

3-Be Mature, Be Responsible. Be Independent

4-Study Real Hard

5- Learn Something New

6- Read more books

7- Volunteer and Help Others *

8- Be Organized

9- Sense of "insafing"

10- Celebrate my family and friends birthday (needed to remember)

2010 days!

2010-01-02T22:40:00.000+08:00

this two fullscap cost ard $3

this are my note books.. the white one for daily notes and the black ones for school notes

the white one cost $3.90 n the black cost $5

i like both!

beg cost $1.90

quick grab for the last day of the year!!!

2010-01-02T22:31:00.000+08:00

So on 31-12-09
before went out with the cuzns
didi n i went to pay "duit tong sampah"
after we grab lots lots of stuffs!
ahahaha!

All those pictures!

2010-01-02T21:21:00.000+08:00

These pictures were taking on 31-12-09
end of the years..
didi me and cuzns went to watched AVATAR!
its the most high rating movie serious!

the second section pictures were taking at playground!!!! with the kiddys!

SomeOne supports...

2009-12-29T14:25:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, teman-ing Nadia to ITE east, for her interview. Nurul n Kecik tag along! superrb fun!
So hers interview was soo long!
and we, i meant Nadia and me ,
we made friend with a gal call "Fit"
she's also gonna interview nursing
we chatted chatted laugh laugh!!!!

....
Today
Baba and me went to ite east again
intented to sign something
meet kak Sab
as she working there
so we asked her
she told that everything to be done tomorrow
she's cute la!!
gaga!
... i wanna watch AVATAR! SHELOCK HOMES! AND CHIPMUNKS!!!!
oh SHAT!

someOne getting bored

2009-12-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

hair clips cost me each $0.50

and this funny lookin cost me a dollar!

hmmm to be con...

So on friday, i cut my hair.

btw then it didnt turn up to be nice..

its short!

i dont really like it!

prefered ma last cut!

....

cant wait yaaa...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so tomorrow gonna teman Nadia for her interview at ite! nursin beb

then maybe gonna watch movie after that!

SomeOne who watches Singapore Idol..

2009-12-27T16:45:00.002+08:00

So What Upz!

Seriously, all sudden im addicted with this Singapore Idol!

lol!

lamelame

both finalis have their own special talent

both are good to me

For me, i do really likes Sezairi's voice

...

so shall wait and sees the result today! yuuppy!

10 Muharram

2009-12-27T16:33:00.003+08:00

[Didi taking Miyaz]

Im totally damn tired!!!!!!!!!

SHAT!

Tomorrow gonna get to know my ite!!

WHAT COARSE?

oooh

so im FASTING today

living at home

restless, helpless and whateveless!

...

so today its 10 MUHARRAM!

show ya the highlights of the meaning for this day

1.Nabi Adam repented to Allah.

2.Nabi Idris was appointed by God to heaven.

3.God saved Nabi Noah (Nabi Nuh) out of the earth sunk perahunya after six months.

4.God saved Nabi Abraham (Nabi Adam) from the burning of King Namrud.

5.Allah revealed the Torah to Moses ( Nabi Musa).

6.Nabi Joseph (Nabi Yusuf) was released from prison.

7.Penglihatan Yaakob (Nabi Yaakub) ambiguous dipulihkkan Prophet of Allah.

8.Nabi Ayub recovered from skin disease that Allah dideritainya.

9.Nabi Yunus safe exit from the stomach after whales are in it for 40 days and 40 nights.

10.Red river asunder two to save Moses from the Pharaoh and his followers.

11.Kesalahan Nabi David (Nabi Daud) forgiven God.

12. God blessed Nabi Solomona (Nabi Sulaiman) great kingdom.

13.First day God created nature.

14.First day Allah sends down Mercy.

15.First day Allah sends down rain.

16.Allah make 'Arasy

17.Allah make Luh Mahfuz.

18.Allah make the universe.

19.Allah make Gabriel (Malaikat Jibril).

20.Nabi Jesus ( Nabi Isa) ascend into heaven.